Following God

Being a true Christian, one who has Eternal Life, one with a mind that pressed past the temporary and pressed into the Eternal, is one of the most painful things one can decide to do.

We reject a life of ease and comfort.
We embrace a life of discipline, devotion, and delays.
We choose right over easy.

If you meet self-proclaimed Christians who do not live life fitting this mental model, who live life just like everyone else in this world, then they’re probably false Christians.

Faith is not built in comfort.

It’s forged in fire.

God walks with us through the fire.

From my studies on history and observing society and humans, it is also one of the most uncomfortable and most difficult ways to live in any generation.

One will seem foolish to follow God as a true Christian.

Following God does not lead to happiness all the time.

There is joy for sure, there is peace, and many benefits, but a true Christian’s life will not be smooth at all.

A worldly life lived against God is MUCH easier, feels better physically, and even mentally. But true lasting, evergreen fulfillment of our spirit, regardless of circumstances, is only found in a real relationship with God—our Maker.

True Christians live a life filled with suffering, not only from humans but from spiritual forces of darkness that attack with intensity proportional to how closely they follow God.

The more someone follows, and the closer they get to the Truth, the more Satan’s kingdom attacks them. This is simply reality because demonic powers are limited, and they must prioritize.

Even Hinduism’s roots testify to this dynamic with the concept of a divine essence that cannot be seized by the mind. If you try to clutch at it, your restless chitta creates suffering. What many don’t realize is that this suffering is caused by demonic powers that do not want practicing Hindus to know the Truth.

I’ve listed below some of my deepest pains experienced when I chose to do what’s right in a situation over what’s easy.
Often, three or more of these major pains are being freshly felt at the same time in any given moment of my life:

1. A Christian girl I waited for decided to date someone else (aligned with my prayers)—helped me discern God’s Will for me, but it was still heart-aching.

It’s painful because this was the first time I had hope of finding a life partner again, but it didn’t work out.

It’s painful because we actually dated on and off in 2024, but I wasn’t ready or a good boyfriend since I never wanted to get married again until Jan/Feb 2025. I broke it off because I loved her and knew I wasn’t the best for her.

By the time I asked her if she was open to dating seriously, for marriage, she was in a different phase in life and was in China.

I tested to see if she’s my destined partner so I did not date despite wanting to, and waited for a definitive yes or no from her. We both prayed and watched for signals from God.

I waited over half a year, which didn’t feel easy at all.

She came back to Toronto recently and told me she met someone else within the first few weeks back here…life is humorous.

Her things are still stored in my house because she asked me to help keep them safe until she returns to Toronto.
Extra painful.

God loves her and didn’t want her to be hurt by my lack of readiness anymore. She told me that no one had ever rejected her before I did in 2024.

I had to do so again in 2025 out of love for her when I told her that she couldn’t live with me when she returned to Toronto because of a calling from God to pursue no sex before covenant.

If we stayed together physically, we would have both been too tempted.

I had to distance myself because I knew with certainty that God said I wasn’t ready. I definitely hurt her.

She decided to date someone else shortly after this. I approached it as lovingly as I could. I made sure she knew it wasn’t because of her. She knew I was serious about discerning if we should date for marriage or not.

Both of our sufferings and pains were necessary as we both follow God’s plans over our own plans.
May God bless her.

2. My own brother (agnostic, at least as of now) believes I’m psychotic and my psychosis explains experiences with God.

3. I had to stop seeing one of my closest friends recently because God revealed that they claimed to know Him but do not, and that if I keep hanging out with this person, it would hinder my newfound mission, mainly because of how much influence he has on me and my son. This person consciously chose to define God on their own terms, a serious blasphemy. He decided to stop talking to me when I spoke to him about how our view of God is different, and became defensive when I delivered a message from God to him on one of his deep sins. I did this as lovingly as possible. He chose pride and worldly pursuits (even though they seem good) over our friendship and over God. Very unfortunate but necessary pruning.

4. My son’s mom (the person I was once married to) regularly treats me with a high level of aggression, disrespect, and true maliciousness. Yet God calls me to love her as a person, see her as a lost daughter of His, cooperate with love, and pray for her.

The strangest thing is that by worldly standards, when I make certain decisions, I should be experiencing stress or sleeplessness, but instead, I experience calm and peace that makes no sense. My sleep remains high quality. Following God correctly (not our own voices) truly is exactly like the Bible says—it produces a peace that transcends understanding.

The names of everyone above are on a whiteboard of people I pray for regularly.
I never wanted to do this and always thought only perfect Christians did this.
Yet I, being as imperfect and flawed as I am, was told by God to explicitly make that board and write specific names.
I will obey.

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” ~ Psalm 34:18

I never knew what being Christian truly meant until December 2024, when I began testing a hypothesis to see if the Bible is truly God’s Word or not—and if the Christian God is real and who He says He is or not.

Prior to this, I called myself a Christian, but never pursued sanctification—true discipleship—and thus never experienced vivid, tangible God-at-work space time distortions that I would’ve previously called “miracles”.

Now I understand that’s simply reality.

The same reality is documented in the New Testament, which is recordings of life experienced by followers of Christ after God’s personal sacrifice of His death on earth, the covenant we’re currently under.

It's supposed to be hard. Keep going.

Diary 7/26/25 - Car Crash Witness

July 26, 2025 - 4pm - Car Crash Witness - Elgin Mills and Leslie St (camera timestamps are wrong)

Toyota crashes into Porsche SUV July 26, 2025, 4 pm EST, Elgin Mills and Leslie St, Toronto, Canada.

This is right before going on a ramp to a highway. 

The Toyota was following the Porsche extremely closely. When the Porsche slowed down and stopped normally, the Toyota literally rammed into it with so much force that pieces splattered everywhere, and then it pushed it forward even further because the Toyota’s driver simply did not step on the brakes for a few seconds.

This could’ve been fatal if it were on the highway, which we were all going towards and would’ve entered in ~5-10 seconds.

The Toyota driver was distracted and held a phone in his right hand the entire time he crashed into her.

They were both unharmed, thankfully.
It could’ve been much worse.

Many cars witnessed it and just kept on driving to get to where they wanted to go. They didn’t care.

My instinct was to also go around because I was supposed to go to the gym, and if I stopped, I definitely couldn’t work out that day, since I had a limited time window.

God said, “Stay,” so I obeyed.

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I don't know who this woman is.

She took down my number, and I left since it was a minor accident.

The guy who hit her was on the phone and distracted.

— Texts between me and her —

Me: Police asked me for a statement so I’ll send my statement and the video. It recorded him admitting it’s his fault in the audio.

Don’t worry. You’ll be fine. God probably wanted me to be there for you.

God loves truth so you will see. There is no way any lies will slip by for this situation now.

Her: I am really appreciate what you have done. I was shocked by then, I am so glad you were there with me and willing to be the witness for the accident. I believe God will send someone to help weak people.

Me: Definitely. I already walk very closely with God. I’m not perfect but I try. Remember I said this: you really should find a Christian church if you haven’t already and just learn and see.

You may think I’m crazy but I’m just different.

Something is coming soon. I hope you and your family all know God and soon.

Her: For sure. I used to attend regularly. But life got in the way. I will look to rebuild that part of my life again.

Me: Believe me when I say this: God put me there today to tell you that you need to seek Him.

I’ll pray for you. Return to Him.

Ensure you and people you care about repent and accept the truth.

But the most important thing is this: obey.

Because not everyone who believes in Jesus is in heaven. I know this. God is looking for a soft heart that seeks obedience.

“Thank you God for letting me meet (anonymous). I know you are calling her back so that when your Kingdom comes, she can rest assured knowing she seriously obeyed and followed you the best she can. Draw near to her. Protect her. Let her see and hear you with her spiritual eyes and ears. In Jesus’ name. Amen.”

I saved your contact and will follow up with you from time to time to make sure you really have salvation.

Her: I really need to find a good church with mandarin speakers. Please pray for me. Thank you so much.

Me: Let me ask around

Why Follow God

Why follow God

The world today purposely draws attention away from ancient Truths.

The world says only weak people believe in God because they need to believe in something.

The world says Christians believe in the God of the Bible out of tradition.

The world says science and God conflict.

The reality is that true science, one without human bias and manipulations, is constantly discovering and revealing God.

The discoveries are public information, but they're just not talked about because people really do not like the idea of the God of the Bible being the one true God.

One can never truly know and believe God by the mind only.

God cannot be proven because of one simple fact:

  • The mind can reject objective truth

We believe in God with our hearts. 

It often happens when we've experienced something that allowed God to touch our hearts.

Name What They Are Famous For Their Faith and Beliefs
Galileo Galilei (1564–1642) – Italian astronomer, physicist and engineer Called the “father of observational astronomy,” Galileo pioneered the use of the telescope and provided evidence for heliocentrism. He discovered Jupiter’s moons, the phases of Venus, and much more, helping launch the scientific revolution even as his findings challenged established doctrine. Galileo remained a devout Catholic who saw no conflict between science and faith. He insisted that scripture and nature both come from God and declared, “I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with senses, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgo their use.” He thanked God for revealing the heavens’ wonders to him and famously wrote that the Holy Bible teaches “how one goes to heaven, not how the heavens go”, affirming that honest scientific inquiry honors the Creator.
Johannes Kepler (1571–1630) – German astronomer and mathematician A key figure in the scientific revolution, Kepler formulated the three laws of planetary motion, demonstrating that planets orbit the sun in ellipses. He defended Copernicus’ heliocentric theory and laid foundations for celestial mechanics. His rigorous calculations and scientific vision established him as a father of modern astronomy. Kepler was a deeply Christian scholar who saw his work as uncovering God’s design in creation. An “unorthodox” Lutheran with a love for Scripture, he believed his astronomical insights were “thinking God’s thoughts after Him.” He frequently praised God in his writings, once praying, “I thank Thee, Lord God our Creator… that Thou hast allowed me to see the beauty in Thy works”. He reconciled heliocentric science with the Bible and famously stated, “I have looked into most philosophical systems, and I have seen that none will work without a God.” His faith fueled his scientific zeal.
Blaise Pascal (1623–1662) – French mathematician, physicist, inventor, philosopher A child prodigy turned polymath, Pascal made landmark contributions to mathematics (projective geometry, probability theory) and physics (Pascal’s law of pressure). He invented an early mechanical calculator and helped lay the foundation for modern hydraulics and computing. His intellectual brilliance spanned geometry, fluid mechanics, and philosophy. After a profound religious experience in 1654, Pascal devoted himself to Christian faith and theology. In his Pensées he defended Christianity and argued that human reason must be completed by faith. “It is the heart which experiences God, and not the reason,” he wrote, emphasizing that mere rationality cannot grasp God fully. He formulated the famous “Pascal’s Wager” urging belief in God. Pascal’s life of prayer and piety (he even sewed a memorial of his mystical vision into his coat) testified to his conviction that “the heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing of.” His genius and faith were in harmony.
Isaac Newton (1643–1727) – English physicist and mathematician One of history’s greatest scientists, Newton formulated the laws of motion and universal gravitation, laying the groundwork for classical mechanics. He also pioneered calculus and made breakthroughs in optics. His Principia revolutionized physics, making Newton “widely regarded as the greatest scientist of all time.” Newton was profoundly religious and actually spent more time studying Scripture and theology than science. He viewed his scientific discoveries as revealing God’s design: “This most beautiful system of the sun, planets, and comets, could only proceed from the counsel and dominion of an intelligent and powerful Being,” he wrote. Newton believed in a lawful, rational Creator, writing that “Gravity explains the motions of the planets, but it cannot explain who sets the planets in motion”. He pored over biblical prophecy and said, “I have a fundamental belief in the Bible as the Word of God”. In all his brilliance, Newton humbly affirmed God’s sovereignty over creation.
Michael Faraday (1791–1867) – English physicist and chemist A pioneer of electromagnetism, Faraday discovered electromagnetic induction and the laws of electrolysis. Largely self-taught, he built the first electric motor and generator, laying the foundation for modern electrical engineering. His experiments with electricity and chemistry made him one of the most influential experimental scientists ever. Faraday was a devout Christian (a member of the Sandemanian church) who found “no conflict between his religious beliefs and his activities as a scientist”. He viewed studying nature as reading “the book of nature” to discern God’s laws. He served as an elder in his church and was known for his humble, prayerful spirit. When asked about the afterlife, Faraday answered confidently: “Speculations? I have none. I am resting on certainties. I know whom I have believed…” (quoting 2 Timothy 1:12). As he faced death he said, “I shall be with Christ, and that is enough.” Faraday’s faith was the light guiding his remarkable scientific work.
James Clerk Maxwell (1831–1879) – Scottish physicist and mathematician Maxwell formulated the classical theory of electromagnetism, uniting electricity, magnetism and light in his famous Maxwell’s equations. His work paved the way for modern physics (relativity and quantum theory) and he is considered one of the 19th century’s greatest scientists. Maxwell also made fundamental contributions to statistical physics and color photography. A devout Christian, Maxwell saw scientific work as a mission to understand God’s creation. He was the first Cavendish Professor of Physics at Cambridge and chose to inscribe Psalm 111:2 over the lab door: “Great are the works of the Lord, studied by all who delight in them.” He prayed before experiments, writing: “Almighty God, who created man in Thine own image… teach us to study the works of Thy hands… and strengthen our reason for Thy service.” Maxwell also echoed his faith in letters, stating “I have looked into most philosophical systems and... none will work without a God.” Profoundly humble, he sought “to glorify God in all the discoveries I make,” uniting a life of prayer with groundbreaking science.
Gregor Mendel (1822–1884) – Czech/Austrian scientist and monk Mendel is known as the “father of genetics.” An Augustinian monk by vocation, he conducted years of pea-plant breeding experiments in his monastery garden, discovering the basic laws of inheritance (segregation and independent assortment). His 1866 paper founded modern genetics, though its significance was only recognized after his death. As an Augustinian friar (later abbot), Mendel’s scientific work was an expression of his faith. He “whole‑heartedly assented to his vows” and was “deeply rooted in his Christian faith,” even preaching and sharing his belief at every occasion. Far from seeing any conflict, Mendel saw his experiments as uncovering the orderly laws established by the Creator. He remained devout throughout his life, known as a “faithful Christian, a good priest, and a noble human being,” as one obituary summed up. Mendel even said Mass in between tending his pea plants. His legacy shows that patient science and sincere faith can flourish together, each enriching the other.
Louis Pasteur (1822–1895) – French chemist and microbiologist Pasteur was one of the founders of microbiology and modern medicine. He developed the germ theory of disease and invented pasteurization to prevent food spoilage. Pasteur created vaccines for anthrax and rabies, transforming public health. His breakthroughs in chemistry, medicine and industry (saving the wine, beer and silk trades) are nearly unparalleled in impact. Pasteur was a devout Catholic whose faith infused his scientific outlook. He famously said, “The more I study nature, the more I stand amazed at the work of the Creator. I pray while I am engaged at my work in the laboratory.” In his view, “science brings men nearer to God.” Pasteur saw his laboratory as a “temple of the future” and his research as thinking God’s thoughts after Him. He rejected materialism and believed his discoveries were uncovering God’s designs in nature. In fact, he once remarked that a bit of science might distance one from God, “but a lot of science brings you back.” Pasteur’s life’s work was driven by reverence for the Creator.
Max Planck (1858–1947) – German theoretical physicist Planck originated quantum theory, revolutionizing physics in the 20th century. In 1900 he discovered that energy is emitted in discrete “quanta,” a breakthrough that earned him the 1918 Nobel Prize in Physics. Planck’s work opened the door to quantum mechanics and modern physics, making him one of the most important physicists in history. Planck was a sincerely religious man who saw harmony between faith and science. A lifelong Lutheran, he wrote that “There can never be any real opposition between religion and science; for the one is the complement of the other.” He believed both realms require belief in God. Planck often spoke of God as the supreme rational Mind behind the cosmos. He noted that “the greatest thinkers of all ages were deeply religious souls.” Despite living through personal tragedies and two World Wars, Planck’s faith in God’s order and goodness remained firm. He viewed scientific truth as coming from God, famously asserting that science leads one “to a belief in God.”
George Washington Carver (c.1864–1943) – American agricultural scientist and inventor Born into slavery, Carver became a renowned botanist and educator. At Tuskegee Institute he revolutionized Southern agriculture by promoting crop rotation and developing hundreds of uses for peanuts, sweet potatoes and soybeans, which helped rescue the South’s economy. He was celebrated for his innovative inventions (from peanut milk to dyes and plastics) and environmental stewardship. A man of profound Christian faith, Carver saw God as the true source of his scientific creativity. He often rose before dawn to pray in his laboratory, asking the Creator to reveal the secrets of plants. “Without God to draw aside the curtain, I would be helpless,” he said. When asked how he discovered so many uses for the peanut, Carver responded, “The Bible does not tell about peanuts. But it tells about the God who made the peanut. I asked Him to show me what to do with the peanut, and He did.” He taught Sunday school, sang hymns while working, and lived humbly. Carver’s guiding motto was that his purpose was “to be of the greatest good to my fellow men, through the power of God.”
Johann Sebastian Bach (1685–1750) – German composer and organist Bach was a Baroque composer widely regarded as one of the greatest composers in Western music. A virtuoso organist, he wrote over 1,000 works, including the Brandenburg Concertos, Goldberg Variations, and monumental sacred pieces like the St. Matthew Passion and Mass in B minor. His mastery of counterpoint defined Baroque music. Bach was a devout Lutheran who explicitly dedicated his music to God’s glory. On most of his manuscripts he inscribed “S.D.G.” (Soli Deo Gloria)“To God alone be the glory”. He saw music as an act of worship and wrote, “The aim and final end of all music should be none other than the glory of God and the refreshment of the soul.”. His staunch faith shaped his life and art: Bach composed numerous cantatas and passions that proclaim the Gospel in music. He even stated that music’s true purpose was to praise God and uplift souls. Throughout his career (from organ loft to court), Bach viewed himself as serving God, with every note offered “to the Glory of God Alone.”
George Frideric Handel (1685–1759) – German‑British composer Handel was a leading Baroque composer famous for his operas, oratorios and concertos. He spent most of his career in England, where he composed beloved works such as “Messiah” (with its Hallelujah Chorus), Water Music and Music for the Royal Fireworks. He is regarded as one of the greatest composers of the late Baroque era. A man of sincere faith, Handel believed music should uplift the soul toward God. His most celebrated work, Messiah, was written to benefit charity and spread the Christian message. When congratulated for entertaining audiences, Handel humbly replied, “I should be sorry if I only entertained them… I wish to make them better.”. He often wept while composing sacred pieces, saying he felt God’s presence. Handel’s will left funds to charities and churches. He famously said his talent was “due to the goodness of God” and signed his manuscripts “SDG”. Blending artistry and devotion, Handel saw his music as praise: at the end of Messiah’s premiere, he deflected credit upward, saying “God has spoken to man through my music.”
Joseph Haydn (1732–1809) – Austrian composer Haydn was a central figure of the Classical period and is nicknamed the “Father of the Symphony” and “Father of the String Quartet” for his pivotal contributions to those forms. He composed 104 symphonies, 83 string quartets and many masses and oratorios. As court composer for the Esterházy family, Haydn built the foundations of Classical style that influenced Mozart and Beethoven. Haydn was a joyful Catholic believer whose faith animated his music. He began each composition with the inscription “In nomine Domini” (In the name of the Lord) and ended with “Laus Deo” (Praise be to God). Contemplating the beauty of creation moved him to worship – “When I think upon God, my heart is so full of joy that the notes dance and leap from my pen,” he said. While composing his great oratorio The Creation, Haydn prayed daily for inspiration and declared he was “never so devout as when working on The Creation*, falling to his knees to thank God when he finished. Audiences could feel the spiritual exultation in his music. Haydn firmly believed his musical gifts were God’s, meant to glorify the Giver.
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart (1756–1791) – Austrian composer Mozart was a prodigy and one of the most prolific and influential composers of the Classical era. In just 35 years, he composed over 600 works across every genre – operas (The Magic Flute, The Marriage of Figaro), symphonies, concertos, chamber music and sacred pieces (like his famous Requiem). His genius for melody and form makes him one of history’s most beloved composers. Mozart was raised Roman Catholic and maintained a simple, steadfast faith throughout his life. In letters he often affirmed his trust in God’s providence. “I live, with God ever before me. I recognize His omnipotence…I trust He will never desert those who serve Him,” he wrote to his anxious father. He prayed frequently – for example, when his ill father recovered, Mozart wrote, “Thank God!” and attributed it to divine mercy. He composed a great deal of church music (masses, vespers) and once said “God is ever before my eyes.” Though he enjoyed worldly success and struggled with finances and health, Mozart accepted his trials with the faith that “all is well if it is in accordance with the will of God… nothing can go wrong”.
Ludwig van Beethoven (1770–1827) – German composer and pianist Beethoven was a towering figure in Western music who bridged the Classical and Romantic eras. Despite progressive hearing loss, he composed 9 monumental symphonies, 32 piano sonatas, string quartets and the opera Fidelio. He is widely regarded as one of the greatest composers of all time, known for his emotional depth and innovations that forever changed music. Beethoven’s spiritual beliefs were unconventional but sincere – he believed profoundly in God as the source of his artistic inspiration. He rejected formal religion’s constraints yet kept a prayer journal and admired Christ’s teachings. In a letter, Beethoven declared, “God is nearer to me than to others in my art, I walk fearlessly with Him.” He often signed letters “With the help of God” and dedicated his Missa Solemnis “from the heart – may it go to the Heart (of God).” In his famous Heiligenstadt Testament (1802) Beethoven spoke of finding refuge in God when despair tempted him. In later life, totally deaf, he confessed, “I haven’t a friend, I must live alone, but I know that God is closer to me than anyone.” His ultimate hope, he wrote, was to meet his Creator in a better life where he could hear again.
Felix Mendelssohn (1809–1847) – German composer, pianist and conductor Mendelssohn was a Romantic-era composer who, despite a short life, produced enduring music: his Overture to A Midsummer Night’s Dream, Italian and Scottish Symphonies, Songs Without Words for piano, and beloved choral works like the oratorios St. Paul and Elijah. He was a leading musician of his day and helped revive interest in Bach’s music. Born into a Jewish family that converted to Christianity, Mendelssohn was baptized Lutheran and took his faith seriously. He loved the Bible and based his grand oratorios St. Paul and Elijah entirely on Scripture, aiming to inspire listeners’ faith. Mendelssohn’s letters and diaries reveal a man who prayed often and thanked God for blessings. Conducting Bach’s St. Matthew Passion in 1829 (the first performance since Bach’s time) was, for him, an act of devotion. He once wrote that an artist devoid of faith could never achieve true greatness, saying, “Do not wonder that I am so religious. An artist who is not could not produce anything like this.”. Known for his gentle, gracious spirit, Mendelssohn showed that a life of creative genius could humbly glorify God.
Franz Liszt (1811–1886) – Hungarian composer and virtuoso pianist Liszt was the greatest pianist of his era and a visionary Romantic composer. He pioneered the symphonic poem and wrote daring piano works (like the Transcendental Études) as well as sacred music and large-scale works. His dazzling performing career and innovative compositions left an immense influence on Western music. Liszt’s journey of faith deepened over time. In his youth he was a celebrity virtuoso, but by his mid-life he felt a spiritual calling. He became a Third Order Franciscan and in 1865 received minor clerical orders in the Catholic Church, earning the title “Abbé Liszt.” Thereafter he devoted more effort to sacred composition (Mass of Saint Cecilia, Via Crucis) and charitable works. Liszt viewed music as God’s gift to be used for good – he once said that sacred art lifts us “from the earthly to the divine.” In his later years, wearing a monk’s cassock, Liszt lived simply and sought God’s forgiveness for past sins. He wrote, “O my Creator, grant me faith – you know my heart.” Liszt died with a crucifix in hand, having dedicated his final decades to God’s service.
Antonín Dvořák (1841–1904) – Czech composer Dvořák was a nationalist composer known for combining folk influences with classical forms. He wrote nine symphonies (including the famous “New World” Symphony), charming Slavonic Dances, concertos and chamber music, and choral works like Stabat Mater. His melody-rich, soulful music made him internationally renowned. A devout Catholic, Dvořák’s faith was the wellspring of his creativity. He attended Mass regularly, prayed the Rosary daily, and even kept a chapel in his home. Composing his sacred pieces (like Mass in D and Requiem), he would pray for inspiration. Dvořák openly acknowledged that faith fueled his art, saying: “Do not wonder that I am so religious. An artist who is not – could not produce anything like this.” He believed his musical talent was “a gift from God,” and he was known for humility and generosity. While in America, he encouraged students to find inspiration in spirituals. Dvořák’s deep reverence shines through works like his Biblical Songs, where he set Psalms to music, essentially turning Scripture into song.
Aretha Franklin (1942–2018) – American singer and songwriter Titled the “Queen of Soul,” Aretha was one of the greatest vocalists in music history. She blended gospel roots with R&B, soul, and pop to deliver iconic hits like “Respect,” “(You Make Me Feel Like) A Natural Woman,” and “Chain of Fools.” A 18-time Grammy winner, she was the first woman inducted into the Rock & Roll Hall of Fame. Aretha Franklin’s powerhouse voice was nurtured in the church, and her faith remained a constant anchor. The daughter of a Baptist preacher, she started singing gospel in her father’s choir and never left those roots behind – “Gospel goes with me wherever I go. Gospel is a constant with me,” she said. Throughout her life Aretha kept a Bible nearby and often credited God for her talent and success. “My faith always has been and always will be important to me,” she affirmed. In 1972 she returned to gospel music with her landmark album Amazing Grace, declaring that giving glory to God was her greatest joy. On stage and off, Aretha prayed deeply and sang with spirit, believing as she put it that “Being a singer is a gift from God” and her mission was to share that gift to uplift others.
Bono (Paul Hewson) (born 1960) – Irish singer-songwriter and activist Bono is the lead vocalist and lyricist of U2, one of the world’s most successful rock bands (albums include The Joshua Tree and Achtung Baby). Renowned for anthems like “With or Without You” and “One,” he’s also a global humanitarian, campaigning against poverty and AIDS. U2’s music often blends social conscience with spiritual themes. Bono has been very public about his Christian faith, which drives both his music and activism. Raised by a Catholic father and Protestant mother in Ireland, he embraced a personal relationship with Jesus. “I believe that Jesus was, you know, the Son of God,” Bono plainly stated, aligning himself with orthodox belief. He often echoes C.S. Lewis’s argument that Jesus is either Lord or a lunatic – and Bono chooses Lord. Many U2 songs incorporate biblical imagery and cries to God (for example, “Yahweh” or “40,” which is drawn from Psalm 40). Bono prays regularly and has said following Christ is “very annoying…because He’s very demanding of your life”. Yet, he adds, it’s Christ’s example that compels him to fight for justice. In his own words, “Love is at the center of what I do” – and that for him flows from the ultimate love of God in Christ.

Why I personally follow God

Just revealing some space-time distortions.

Not everything. Not all at once.

I document my life extremely thoroughly.

Unfortunately, only public information can be revealed, at least for now.

Later, when the time is right, I plan to get consent to reveal incredible evidence of God’s Hand.

However, only a tiny fraction of humans will believe me even when I reveal those. It is what it is. I’m only here to help the chosen ones, destined to know God since birth. Jesus simply said the words. He never tried to even debate because He knew what I now know. Same with Paul and all the disciples. They never debated. If someone doesn't believe or doesn't agree. Great. Move on to the next door. Optimizes for time on earth.

"When you knock on a door, be courteous in your greeting. If they welcome you, be gentle in your conversation. If they don’t welcome you, quietly withdraw. Don’t make a scene. Shrug your shoulders and be on your way. You can be sure that on Judgment Day they’ll be mighty sorry—but it’s no concern of yours now." ~ Matthew 10:14-15

If it didn't work like this, I'd probably quit this. If I had to take on the responsibility, I would certainly tell God "Hey, I already have salvation, this is too much, can I please just go live a normal Christian life?"

When it gets extremely tough, when my own family thinks I'm crazy, the Holy Spirit reminds me of what Paul wrote:

"Who do you think Paul is, anyway? Or Apollos, for that matter? Servants, both of us—servants who waited on you as you gradually learned to entrust your lives to our mutual Master. We each carried out our servant assignment. I planted the seed, Apollos watered the plants, but God made you grow. It’s not the one who plants or the one who waters who is at the center of this process but God, who makes things grow. Planting and watering are menial servant jobs at minimum wages. What makes them worth doing is the God we are serving. You happen to be God’s field in which we are working." ~ 1 Corinthians 3:6-15

I follow and obey, that's it. That's my entire responsibility. I'm not responsible for anything else, thankfully, otherwise I will be completely crushed by the weight of what's coming to the world soon.

This stuff happens to me every day, several times a day, in different categories of God’s deeds.

Not everyone will experience or see it because it works like this:

“You’re blessed when you get your inside world—your mind and heart—put right. Then you can see God in the outside world.” ~ Matthew 5:8

I’m not special.
Just another human like you.

But I did something special.
And I recommend giving it a try.

Before my dad went Home, he told me to read one and only one book:

"Money, Sex, and Power" by Richard Foster.

It’s about obedience to God, a counter-cultural concept.

It’s about the challenges of pursuing sanctification through a disciplined life.

It’s about doing what’s right, not what’s easy.

I decided to test the hypothesis that something special would happen if I chased perfection with maximum effort in all aspects.

Hypothesis: "If I try my best to return to my original design, Adam, by copying Jesus to the absolute best I can as a flawed human, then I should experience a state change."

I had no idea what would happen as a result of pursuing this.

Basically, life as described in the Bible continues—life with God.
I never knew it was possible.

I immediately saw: God wrote a story and is still writing. I have no idea why.

But it's an EPIC story of insane proportions.

I'm no longer able to enjoy anything except Life.

Nothing was ever the same again.

How can you enjoy a movie when you live the very Life that those movies were inspired by?

I literally see the greater demons with my spiritual eyes, by the Grace of God, and experience both the greater and lesser demonic attacks.

I do nothing, resist, don't give in to their lies and threats, and WIN because of faith in God when I call upon His Name. It is exactly like the Bible says.

I count these attacks as blessings. Seriously. I never understood before. It is exactly like the Bible says. It’s one of many signals I use to analyze if I’m on the right track or not.

That said, I pray often for protection, that I be delivered from evil, and that evil stays away from me.

I'm blessed to have met others who have much more experience than I and have been through more than 100 battles personally with the same demon, the main one that tries to "bite your head off". Very unpleasant to experience. When my friend described that to me without me ever mentioning my own experience, that's when I knew they're all from the same father in hell. That's also when I knew he was destined to do something great for God, because the demons have limited energy, they attack the ones who threaten their kingdom the most.

Demons will be invisible to the vast majority of humans since these humans pose no threat to them or their kingdom. The demons will just cause great damage to these asleep humans slowly through human suffering, which they love most. I’ll try my best but whether someone responds has nothing to do with me. I obey and do what I must and the rest is between them and God.

Fundamentally, the key to understanding demons is: they’re limited in power and energy and already lost, but they are sore losers. I’m now prioritizing to study them because I’m seeing them on my friends and I do not tolerate that. I did not confirm my abilities until very recently. I will likely not write much about this since God’s been leading me to heal people he brought to me first. There are enough books on it already. Those horror movies were mostly based on facts but the asleep are too afraid of the truth to believe it.

The asleep (a very high % of the population) will never see this and call us crazy and delusional. But I have to put this on the internet simply for this reason: the demons attack when I write the truth on here. They don't like it. That's enough reason.

As a bonus, God assures me through the Bible, timed perfectly after each attack to remind me that I'm doing something right. Otherwise, why do you think I would risk my career or public image by stating these seemingly insane statements?

Even if one person reads and their eyes finally open, it's worth it.

I'm not here for likes or human validation.

Every day, I get to partner with God Himself, the Almighty, and hold the Sword of the Spirit, sharp and true, The Living Word, The Bible, and thrust it into the faces of demons, chasing them into the depths of hell, attacking its gates. I see them return to the pit of the abyss where they await their judgment.

I do this by denying myself just as Jesus told us to do.

Copy Him.

Jesus was and is the Ultimate Warrior.

When God was on earth as Jesus, His Son, He was sinless, a perfection of creation, what our ancestor Adam failed to do.

He was not violent toward people. He was the Prince of Peace. Yet, He posed a massive perceived threat to both the religious and political authorities when he walked on earth physically as a human.

Read history and see how many Roman soldiers were sent to capture Him. Look at the original text and see the language used. They sent way more than necessary for one man, because they knew.

His persecutors were fearful of His Power.

When He was on earth, Jesus was a Giant.

Power distilled into human form, the crystallization of Authority.

He was True Fulfillment, 

Living Water, 

Endless Love.

And He already won.

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The Bible, for the most part, was actually meant to be taken literally—within context, but still directly—not watered down and cooled.

God is a consuming fire, so humans watering down His Word is a blasphemy on its own.

Demons and human sin allowed a mass delusion using a concept called "Believers".

This is largely due to the flaw in English, which fundamentally might have been distorted by demons on purpose.

The New Testament was written in Koine Greek — used for all 27 New Testament books (Gospels, Acts, Epistles, Revelation).

The word “believe” (Greek: pisteuō) expresses trust, reliance, and faith in Jesus as God’s Son.

Clearly, that is not how many modern Christians interpret the word "believe".

English was weaponized by Satan.

English originated in England.

England colonized civilizations and countries.

They often legitimized it by using God's Name.

That wasn’t just humans being foolish.

That wasn’t God.

That was Satan and his demons using humans.

By spreading English across the world, we literally distorted a fundamental element of Christianity.

This is why we see many people claim they “believe in God”, as in the existence of God, but don’t follow, and instead hurt people or do terrible things.

God never focused on believing He exists, is real, and is who He says He is.

God focused on "Followers".

Followers are a subset of Believers.

Demons are Believers.

Satan is a Believer.

They've seen God and continue to disobey by free will.

This is why I saw a sad reality, revealed by Truth...

By the Grace of God, He somehow responded after I genuinely craved, begged, and demanded Truth from Him with the authority of Jesus Christ, His Son, as co-heir of the Kingdom.

And the Truth revealed is this: a significant % of self-proclaimed "Christians" will be in hell.

If they're still living in the darkness, sinning, they're not following.

They will be judged even harder than unbelievers because they led many astray. They, by their free will, lived a double life, causing unbelievers to reject anything to do with Christ.

“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many will say to me on that day,‘ Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?’ Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’” ~ Matthew 7:21-23

Jesus is Light itself with no dark spots at all, so logically, how is it possible to be a follower yet live in darkness? Makes no sense.

“I am the world’s Light. No one who follows me stumbles around in the darkness. I provide plenty of light to live in.” ~ John 8:12

Followers will be in Heaven when judgment comes, either through death in this world or when His Kingdom comes.

As for followers, "By their fruits you will know them" ~ Matthew 7:16

God is not seeking perfection. He knows we'll never ever reach it, which is the entire reason He came and died for us Himself.

God does not seek religion. He’s after our hearts.

Just like a husband and wife seek each other’s hearts. We know when we’re loved unconditionally vs just being treated like a piece in a value exchange system of give and take.

God loves us unconditionally, and He’s sad when we don’t love Him back or even try to. He’s even more sad when we literally heard Him whisper or call loudly, but decide to go the other way.

Imagine if your child did that to you. How would you feel?

He seeks our obedience. Because that is how children of God truly show our love to an infinite being.

Your Salvation is between you and God alone. Only He will know if you truly followed. You follow when you have true faith, not just believing using your logical mind of flesh, but by your soft heart of your spirit that cannot help but respond and do works for God when God's Spirit enters you and never leaves.

This is why the Bible says faith without works is dead. Because good deeds in the world are a guaranteed byproduct of true faith and a sign that God's Spirit entered you.

Those good works could be seen in public or in more private settings. It might be just within the follower’s own home.

But good works alone do not mean you have Salvation.

It's literally just math and logical thinking, which is a small part of the overall expression of God.

Most humans will perish because they chose, with their own free will, the way of the world, including those who call themselves "Christian". These people offend me because they have no right to bear His Name.

I came to warn, out of love.

I wish that everyone alive seriously considers becoming a follower of God.

Something changed recently in the world. The time is near.

The Father is and always was angry, since that day, over 2000 years ago, when our sins crucified His one and only Son.

What I saw was that God is everywhere at the same time. Do you understand what this means? It means He is constantly watching His son die on the cross. That’s what it means.

Guess what, it’s our sins that keep Him on the cross, still there. In the past, present, and future, Jesus is still on the cross. That is what I saw. I never saw this before. 

I also saw AI and everything happening in the world cause a great shift towards even more sin. AI porn, AI fraud, AI replacing humans. Dehumanization. Judgement awaits.

God feels multiple feelings at the same time. I never realized until I started doing the same when I’m alone with Him.

The Father will absolutely disintegrate this world soon. Obliterate all those who reject Him. Destroy the principalities, powers, rulers of the darkness of this world, spiritual wickedness, all things flesh. Then He will create a New Heaven and New Earth.

The chosen, pure-hearted, righteous in His eyes, those that didn’t just believe in God but actually KNEW who He is, and FOLLOWED Him, will have eternal Life, sit as co-heirs of the Kingdom with Jesus Christ, and rejoice when Justice is served.

This can be you, and it is a gift.

It pains me to know that most people will never take the gift or even care.

Peace be with you, my friend.

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